my dot rawks

2011-02-08T06:08:00.001-08:00

I don't want this to hold me back anymore. It's so frustrating.
I remind myself again and again, this is 2011, not 2010. But to no help this reminder serves.
Detest and disgust; that's what I feel.
I keep swearing in my mind whenever it pops up. How possibly low can I stoop to. Maybe, I've never really let go from the start of 2011. Please let this be gotten rid of, its a big stumbling block. I fall so hard everytime I face it.

Meanwhile, on the lighter side of things. I can't stand my flat nose! During practical, the stupid goggles kept sliding down my oriental nose. I hope they design a goggles custom made for our Asian noses soon. Ha ha ha.

72 minutes at haji lane.

2009-06-28T05:51:00.001-07:00

long overdued photos from haji lane
(photos not in order)

2009-06-21T09:36:00.001-07:00

im blogging from a macbook which is certainly awesome(:

Saturday was very fun indeed. Family gathering was at my house. Almost everyone was there. Pot Luck so there was sushi, the CHICKEN WINGS, the fish, the wantons, and the oh-so-brilliant tomyam soup! I made a cheesecake with yingxuan! Bob made a video of all of us. He just had to choose that sad sad song and make the gugus' cry! Gosh. blablabla

Extract from yilin chia's blog!

My monkey cousins xuannie and bea imitated the way everyone cried at the funeral and it was DAMN BLOODY FUNNY. Cracked everyone up and I laughed till I spilled the bowl of tom yum on my white shirt! Played charades with the senior citizens(lol) after that. It was chicken feet for them cos the answers were all titles of oldies! Really enjoyed myself today and I'm sure everybody else did too! Our next gathering would be at ECP on 1 August, Saturday. Cross out that day, my dear cousins! :)

Us mimicking how the aunties and uncle cried.

Dancing to the cha chan bo song with our beloved amah look-a-like(:

AND MY FAVOURITE PICTURE OF THE DAY.

The Adventures Of AhGong's Funeral .

2009-06-14T22:21:00.000-07:00

Ohkay! Everything is over so its back to So-Happy-I'm-Not-Doing-Anything Mood again:D
My sleeping clock is still terribly screwed due to the nights of staying up and the daytime ridiculous napping.

DAY 1.
Nothing much and I didn't think of taking pictures. The prayer was short so that was good. Came back at night blahblahblah, yingxuan was here. I blogged on her blog, she blogged on mine.Web cam with her friend up till 3.

DAY 2.
Most of the flowers came today. We started our NTUC Toilet Programme. Woo! I still miss it even though it was disgusting and stinky.
OH. this is awesome. Its this really long piece of cloth that almost our whole family helped to put up. (some of the people helping out were pretty useless like me! so we took pictures)

[Left]Is that bombastic or what?! My brave brave uncles! WOO! Risking their lives(exaggerating!) just for that long towel. [Right] My dad taking solo shot:D

MY LAOBU!

The cheapest way to make a baby happy. only 20cents(:

2009-06-07T09:31:00.000-07:00

This is yingxuan here blogging on behalf of beatrice.
Her mum woke her up at 7.20am this morning and at that point she was kind of pissed. Her mum spoke softly to aunty Yali that ahgong had just passed away early this morning. She immediately woke up and felt quite sad but of course you know beatrice is a STRONG GIRL(shuddup i am ok!-beatrice). She was stunned at that moment and then she woke the rest up after that. She then bathed, bob and vanes pick them up. At the moment that she reached, she felt as if everything was numb. The people, the things she touched, the emotions inside her.

Its 12.44pm now, i think we should go to bed soon.
Tomorrow will be a long day ahead for us.

God bless you ahgong.
I'll hang onto the memories I have of you. Forever.

The Day We All Bought Assessments.

2009-05-28T08:08:00.000-07:00

Six random things i did and will do.

1.Got high on milk and sponge cake.
2.Played UNO until almost everyone who played it went mad.
3.Crash my neighbour's house to watch teevee tomorrow if my parents irritate me about the importance of chinese revision again.
4.Bought a barbie movie for my sister called thumbelina.{oh im so nice(:}
5.Learnt how to say shit in a nicer hokkien way rather than the usual 'Pang Sai'
6. Bought a yellow file with a blue reptile print and pink file with an alligator:D

I improved on my ranking:D but like suck giraffes at chinese. Had PTC today. The teacher indirectly told me i was:
-Immature {"Don't worry, as she matures so will her answers."}
-Making no sense even though we told you so
{"We taught them how to answer the questions but Alot of them couldn't follow the format. All she needs to do is link."}
-Chatty
{My CFT muttered "..and very talkative..." under her breath}
-I should not take Pure lit.
{"You could take Pure Geography or Pure History or blahblahblah. But if you do still choose lit under such circumstances. Lit would still be given to you."}
In a very nice way. what? oh my parents bought assesement books after PTC. So did ariel's and sonia.

you imbecile.

2009-05-12T01:16:00.000-07:00

today was the slack-est day in class.

We had only two lessons, I'm not sure if Lit is even counted?

I think my brain is failing.(Gosh. What to do? I have the crap papers tomorro>Geog and Science)

6 Things I did today that shows My Brain Is Failing

number one:

I wasted 3 days studying on the wrong subject. I studied Lit and Math when I should have been studying Geog and Science.

number two:

I took the lift down, walked all the to Sonia's house about to sms her then remembered today got exam and I forgot to take my oh-so-lovely chicken essence(: Rushed back up, and realise today don't have exams. I walked for nothing.

number three:

I didn't bring back my DnT wood for the second time and had to do last minute painting.

number four:

I forgot today had bake rice so i bought a waffle thinking it was Monday.

number 5:

I dropped my wallet which is like the super fat kind!(bought that so i won't lose it but i lost it like 8029834699o52306 times ready. heng I'm like really god blessed:D ) on the grass patch at the back gate. Thank you so much Mrs..Veegii?? for picking it up for picking it up!

number six:

When Mrs Veegii picked up my wallet(it blended in with the grass. awesome(: right?) I looked a bit further then I saw a familiar elmo phone strap. Checked my phone and realise it was mine. How in the mangali did I not see it? She picked my handphone strap for me too! Such a nice person.

After School Cammie Sessions:

Some random girl's hand spoiled the picture:D

Awkward Position.

R.I.A [Retards.In.Action]

How to fail acting lady-like.

How to Un-Glam in the most awkward position(Beatrice)

Step Lian(Ariel)

Our oh-so-Fabulous Jumpshot:D

Bombastic Dancing:

.End.

2009-05-03T04:18:00.000-07:00

oh hohohoho. today was such a boring day. the only this interesting was seeing her pierce her nose:D so scary you noe! but it was quite fast. not what i expected. oh the day was boring because denise was there. bleh denise.

So yes went to some shop. wah $50 dollars to pierce. so walk walk walk where is Blues(name of shop)?? walk walk walk..walk walk walk somemore. finally we found it! the shop was nice. lots of awesome stuff:D i love the thin metal bangles! shall buy them tomorrow. anyway. The person at the shop told her it won't hurt but i was freaking out there. I think i was the one who made her change her mind.

Person at the shop:No lah not pain one. Just numb.
Friend:Eh. Shld i do anot?? Very scared. You want to do?
Me: No la if you really want to do then do it. what you say just now?
Friend: You want to do??
Me: HUH?! no lah. its like so scary. skali i move then my nose split into two then how??!! even worse late drop off. Wah alot of blood one eh, i scared pain one. will scream like siao. no la no la.
Friend:HUH?! eh like that i don't want ready. i scared..
Me:no la no la. no pain wan. very easy just shoot can ready.(contradicting much)
Friend: I think i don't want ready.Scared. We go walk walk first.

-----------1hour later-------------

After like counselling from her cousin who did nose piercing she decided to do it.
For some reason we managed to find the shop really fast. The last time we took almost half an hour. awesome right? We stopped at the shop beside Blues. We flipped a coin. It told her to do it.
So yes yes about to pierce.

Me: (took out my scarf to squeeze when she starts to poke through) safe anot? later got infection than how? wah alot of blood later right?! aiyoo! (take tissue out) just incase.
Friend:Aehh..don't scare me ready!
Person in the shop:(Use black permanent marker dot the place to pierce) can?
Friend: Yar
Person in the shop:(Wipes friend's nose with alcohol, Prepares to use the gun thingy to pierce through)
Me: Aiyoo! >< (Bite the scarf, Squash my face)
Person in the shop:(Pierce nose in like 2 seconds. super fast didn't even have time for me to scream fast enough so i was like 3 seconds slow)
Me: (Squash face somemore.)

Yup from that i realise im quite aunty.(shut up sonia/denise)

How people rate the pain:
1.Not pain
2.Just very numb
3.Better than injection
4.Like someone box you in the face

-ariel forced me to update even if its shit update,bye-

2009-04-29T03:31:00.001-07:00

today was boring. talked ms koh. Sonia just admit it! You're mum is crazehh!!

okok. here are the itsy bitsy things i did today cuz everything else was broing!

1.I woke up today with my left leg hanging on the window. (i wonder if a bird pecked on it cuz my foot hurt)

2.Took the backdoor todayy(: we didn't know how to open the door heng we met elvira.

3. The wind was awesome at the bookshop around there after recess. "You jump, I jump." kinda titanic wind:D

4. Encountered some very weird people.
Beatrice"SHIYINGGG!! I WANT i want! (her card)
Guy with the moustache: i want i want your mother ah? i want i want.
Beatrice: Oh my mother at home.

5.Played with the ikea kiddie toys:D the swing hated me. so did the egg shaped thingy.

6.Ate chocolate. So fat! So fattt!! Im gonna look like a oversized tupperware soon:/

And that is the six things i did today:D

2009-04-18T09:13:00.001-07:00

Today is a weird day. I BAKED CHOCOLATE CHIP COOKIES EVEN THOUGH I FAILED MY HOME ECONS LAST YEAR.

I listed down the mistakes:
-Forgot not to add everything together yet.
-Rolled the dough into small little balls before realising we haven't add the chips.
-Forgot to add the egg and vanilla extract
-Chao dar 26 cookies.

But the cookie still rocked! :D
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My pathetic attempt to chat with Denise is hokkien.

Beatrice says:
*ALI GONG SIMI? LIMBU TIAH BOH. JIN PAI SI AH JI KOR LANG. SIAO CHAR BOR MAI GONG ANI ZUI LA.
What are you saying? I can't hear you. You are a really bad person. Crazy lady! Don't talk so much.
Denise says:
*RE SHI SIAO ZHA BOR , RE GA WA DIAM DIAM LA . LINBEH BUAY SONG LA . WA KIU MA TA LAI AH !
You're the crazy one. Be quiet! I'm not happy. Something something don't call?
Beatrice says:
*LI LIMPEH?! LIMPEH?! WAH KAO AH LI SI LIMPEH!? LI WU LI EH COCK COK BO? BO COK EM SI LIMPEH LA? GA WA GONG SIMI DIAM DIAM! AI SI AH!
You are father? You are father? I'll cry if you're father!! Do you have ____ ____? If you dont have ____ You still dare to tell me to shut up?!
Denise says:
*DUA KA CHENG LA RE ! RE DA PAI CHU JI KANG ZHU NIA . ANGMORLANG !
Big butt you! Something something something. Foreigner.
Beatrice says:
*WA EH KAR CHENG DUA SI SEXYPOMPIPI HOR! LI EH ANI SUAY MAI GONG MAI GONG. WAH TAO TIA LI GONG WA EH TAO JIU TIA!
My big butt is sexy. Yours is so small I don't even want to talk about it. It makes my head hurt.

2009-04-15T04:08:00.000-07:00

WOO!! Watched that scary movie on channel U last friday then I wanted to lighten the mood(everyone was like freaking out) soo..started to sing weird weird mangali songs:D
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Pataya Pataya..
The Muthubak very nice..

Chicken Rice, Chicken Rice..
Don't worry my hair no lice..
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My mother gave me a tadpole..
My father gave me a square..
I...MIX AND MASH AND MIX AND MASH
and it became a SQUARE.
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Cockadoodledoo
My name is kangaroo
And I live in Sentosa.

Cockadoodledoo
My name is kangaroo
And I live in Sentosa.
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2009-04-05T06:27:00.000-07:00

okok. that was random! i was super super bored waiting for a david archuleta song on 913. So i waited and waited and i called!

*Call first time, number busy.*

*Call second time, number busy.*

*Call third time, works!*

Person:Hello?

Me:Hello?!

Person: Hi and who is this?

Me:Uhh..Beatrice

Person:Im sorry Beatrice, you're the seventh caller.

Me: HUH?! Aww..so sad):

Person: (wait 2 seconds) no i'm just kidding. You're the ninth caller:D

Me:..so sad. huh? what ninth?

Person:Ninth caller.

Me: (scream scream, hyperventilate)

Person: Okok. So later you must say 913 am i the ninth caller??!
Me:(still screaming, started jumping, hyperventilating) huh?! AHHH

Person: haha ok calm down. you big fan of david?

Me:YESSS!! huh? what did you say? my brain got stomache headache. its lagging like crazy! to excited!

Person: STOMACHE HEADACHE?! HAHAHA. okok when we're on air you have to say that ok!!

So yesh i did say that! My dad scolded me for almost killing my ahgong. I don't understand how my shouting can possibly cause my ah gong to have a heart attack and die?? Anyway he didn't die. Went for church, did street evangelism and cam whored~ alot with denise.

2009-04-03T08:02:00.000-07:00

Had YOG thingy today! It was so much fun! The first bit was irritating because i was just like what infront of the yog building and I didn't see it and was five minutes late.

Sat with 3 awesome people!

♥Narzyfa, Melissa and Marlene♥

Narzyfa is super good at talking and everything ok!! I was like (jaw open, eyes try to open, nose open)OHMYMAMA! like like so the awesome ok!

She's from RJC straight train programme! Why is my mom like looking?? okok nvm sidetracking again!! GO BACK GO BACK!! Clever like sai right?!

Melissa likes korean drama! The Boys over Flowers! She likes JiHOO too!!

Hyperventilating!! Marlene and Narzyfa keep pushing us away! HAHA. Oh ya! She taught me alot about how to make your eyes dua. MUAHAH.

Marlene is like awesome okayy! Her hair is super chao ji nice! Freaggin long and brown. Mann..i wanna dye my hair! Guys keep looking at her when we were walking around Orchard. She and Melissa like know alot of people. Everywhere also, I know that person blahblahblah.

Bought gray pants for $12 at Far East Plaza. Its awesome:D Then got this high waist skirt just how i want it so I'm gonna save money to buy it.

Went to taka and tangs. Ate macaroons, takoyaki, sausages. Drinked orange julius and mushroom soup. The mushroom soup is really very good. So concentrated!! I want more):

Went to heeren saw lots more stuff I like and a bag! $65 from Spin the Bottle(or something like that) I totally need a new schoolbag. Mine the zipper came of ready, theres holes and its just decomposing.

2009-03-30T05:25:00.001-07:00

GOSH! okok. im gonna talk about YESTERDAY.

Went for the farenheit the autograph session at IMM. Went around 2.oopm. So sad you know! Wenxin post about that then then she called me Ariel's friend. What? You spent more than an hour with me and you couldn't remember my name! Hmph!

OKOK. Got squashed like pineapple juice! Got this lady so irritating you know! Squish and squish! Her vag kept rubbing against my butt! Couldn't stand it so i said "Auntyyy! Can you stop pushing?? No space ready!" She stopped for awhile then she continue again. So i stepped on her leg:D

After that i chiong infront! Then the people at the back!! Gosh. So MUNDIYANDI OK!! Push like sai. Then then got this girl, she was like super pek cek. Like giving birth like that. Breathe super hard, cry and scream at the same time. So poor thing. So i helped her. I'm the most awesome-est person in the world. If i didn't help her and chiong in front i could have gotten an autograph but i didn't! So yupp i got handshakes insteand. But its still awesome!!

My brained lag like crazy today! I was bathing then i touch the hot part of the tap. I looked at it for 2seconds..then realise it was the hot part so I took my hand off. 5seconds later..OUCH!

Crazzy right?! Then i actually passed my tingxie when i didn't study AT ALL. Praise the Lord!! Should i go for retreat?? Its on Pamela and Weixin's birthday. I can't miss them! Its pamela for god sake! I don't think i missed before?? I didn't. PRAY PRAY! oh yes i got braces.

SEE!

Yesterday

2009-03-21T19:00:00.001-07:00

Bus-ed to Vivo at 10.30am. Met Ariel, returned money to the manager. Played on a play thing(I'M NINE OKAY!!) After that met Melissa and took monorail to sentosa;D I feel so denise-ey!!

On Friday in Vivo looking for a place to eat.

Beatrice: Eh. Do you know where Long John Silver is or not?

Denise: Uhh..I don't know. Check the dictionary.

Beatrice: Huh?! Dictionary??

Denise:Aiya the thing to see where it is lahh.

Beatrice: Directory ah?

On Saturday paying for the entrance thingy to Sentosa.
Beatrice: Oo! I want the recipe!!

Melissa: What?! Recipe??

Beatrice: EH i mean the receipt. Ohmymama. Its denise-syndrome.

Die right?! So now you know don't stay near denise for too long. You'll get the DENISE SYNDROME.

let the pictures do the talking

On the Skyride;D

Camwhoring in the toilet~

Ms Chan Barbie Doll.

Suit me right?? (:

aww so sad don't have yellow):

the drooling guy.

2009-03-18T09:47:00.000-07:00

To my beloved Sonia:

Mwahahaha. You must be wondering why I called you bombastic. So here is why I call you bombastic in detail.

Bombastic Voice-Its self explanatory. You yourself know why. You laugh like Mr.Bean but a 100times louder and heartier. You talk like the world was ending the next day. Non stop without shutting up. And if you do its a time bomb. The moment you start talking after a certain period of time, your voice tend to be drastically louder and basically you just crap more:D

Bombastic Hair-Your hair is like lion mann! Flying everywhere. So cool. But ALL THANKS TO ME THE AWESOMEST LOVELIEST PERSON it THE WORLD that your hair can sometimes be neat.

Bombastic Movement-Have you seen the Mr Boombastic? He moves exactly like you.

Bombastic Heart-You better thank me for that bombastic heart of yours. Its all thanks to MUAHHHH!!

2009-03-16T07:31:00.000-07:00

Once upon a time there lived a lonely man. Every night he would stand at the river waiting for something.

One day, he saw a lady standing very near to him. The moment his eyes laid upon her, he knew she was what he was waiting for.

So he got closer...

and closer...

Finally he moved close enough to do this(:

THE END.

Special thanks to:

Sim Kian Tiong-Lonely Man

Jecinda Yeoh-Random Lady

WOOOH!! Cool right?? My mum and dad is the romantic bombs of my life. Praying hard to be like them in the future. We were celebrating my last dinner without braces. I decided to save what I did today for tomorrow(: I'll be wearing rainbow braces:DDD

2009-03-15T09:14:00.000-07:00

Im so sorry i didn't post! I was in the most loved camp for 4days in kota tinggi! I love it many many to the bombss mann!!

First day
So fun! Sang alot on the bus and Daddy Shannon said BUMBLEBEE in such an awesome manner!! Did water activities(: Rafting rawked because WE WON!! WEEEEEE!!! i felt so great after that. Indiana Jones was fun too!! I managed to stay until the third one then I hold the plank of wood and fell of. My pantie was like sticking out and i fell upside down= =" oh well idc la! TOO FUN! Played with mud and got some of it in my mouth. Tried spitting and i end up tasting the bitter, saltiness of it. EWW. Jumped jetty with ariel and we said DISGRASSTING and people's names.

Second Day
Trekked up somepart in the forest. Good experience lah. Shiying and Zann super cute la! Both like gonna fall anytime so hold on to both of them. Got stuck in mud. Ariel was complaining like crazy to Mrs Shankar and me. 200 bucks 200 bucks! i was like same. mine is brand new so yar its ok la. she continued. almost fell will climbing a vertical "wall" heng got daddy to hold me(: thank you so much! Sonia was super lor! She crawl up.

I'M SO SORRY SHIYING!

I heard your voice but I already crossed and I didn't come back to help you! I'm so so sorry! I stil feel super guilty and i think i'll get you something for that. Drank pink sausage water for outdoor cooking. It didn't taste bad=/ Made bookmarks with Clique and Group 8. So much fun! Talk crap there and had the nicest pink and white rainbow kueh:D

Third Day
Im just gonna talk about campfire:D My voice was already dying but i continued. Because why? I rock:DD Pamela kept smiling like a ridiculous old lady carrying her fork and spoon during her class performance. Felt like shouting to her can see or not? But i'm a kind person i didnt. 2mm was so cute lor! Doing their indian cholicholi. Laughed like crazy buttholes with melissa cuz Melissa kept destroying my toilet paper everytime she pulls it. Wonder how she cleans her ass?! Aylisha looked super cute when she acted as the father of Alicia for 2D's performance. HAHAHA. she looked so papa-ish! So sweet you know when Weixin kneel infront of Alicia!! I was like AWWWW!!! OHMYMAMA if
♥Daddy Shannon and
♥Mummy Suzanne did that I'll be so the touched! Cried that day when they did their last debrief.

Fourth Day
Emo-ed in the bus, sang songs, hold back tears with Ariel. Took more pictures. In the car, cried with Sonia then my dad was like "Girls ah, so emotional. Hai." Cried somemore with Sonia at the carpark. My voice sounded gayish. SO GAY SO GAY!

Thats about it. I have to stop now. My dad's snoring is rather disturbing:D I hope i didn't sound like that when i snored every night during efl.

2009-03-15T09:13:00.001-07:00

2009-03-06T07:51:00.000-08:00

ohmymama! thats my phrase okay! Sonia says ohmymuthu(:

I almost fail my chinese you know!! I lost like 2 marks for NOTHING. and four marks was like or darn it if i could understand chinese i could have got at least one more point. So sad you know! I suck at chinese..fish it.

Me and Ariel were talking about my mom.

Beatrice: Got nothing to say to her leh! She come back at 5...(thinks)
Ariel: What? a.m?
Beatrice:No. 30

so screwed! My brain is whacked and lame!! All Tanmin's fault! She lame-ified

So yupp now you know i got: 19/25

DnT was like crap. The teacher just keep talking and talking, sweating and sweating. So irritated you know! When i was shiying was sawing my wood then almost when out of the line, i freaked out and tried. It was like ok ler then he came over, turn my wood and say "You could do it this way so it'll go back to the line." but it got like 100x worse!! The curve was like odd! He still can use it to show the class = ="

ELDDS was fun!! We like did crap, ashwini took four hello panda biscuits. I'll never forget that!! She's so gonna return it ah! idc mann. The painting was nice! The stand is heavy you know! I almost cracked my back:/ Helping alexandra with the big piece. Hope I can carry and move it!!

Church was even more awesome!! I loved worship like omg! I feel so energized with God now:D OKOK! I must faster screw back my promise with God! Oh, i have to stop saying bad stuff! I'm seriously improving you noe!! WOOTS! lalalalaalalalalalala rawk la! Must make sure i keep the promise! And white lies also!! Cannot cannot. Must try ah!! Everytime also twist my words. Haii.

2009-02-17T06:37:00.000-08:00

well...i found out something SONIA GOT NEW AHNEH!!! MWAHAHAHAHAHA!!! I think i got a "PO PO"(stupid son anyhow say de) So irritating like cause i don't talk to any of my "PO PO" like now. One of them has a freaking platonic friendship with me and it can't go any higher then that.

I'm so fat i don't think the feelings would be positive! Sad sad...oh my fish my ugliness!! Its just so deeply depressing. I haven't done my english so yes I would be going into the lonkang tomorrow to until I can catch a crocodile(this mean that i'll be like scolded and i'll feel guilty forever) I finally did my chemistry and i feel great!

Need to really stop saying the f word with the next letter that is a u..u noe u noe rite?? Everything that is bad. Its like so evil to have something interesting to do without me you know!! Just so wrong...

2009-02-05T03:50:00.000-08:00

when was the last time i wrote here? omg it feels like a few chicken(chicken lives a very short life cuz of people like me who doesn't eat mutton, pork, duck, crap..beef only if its like claypot-ish) years ago...

anyway..so stressed lately!! really! this time seriously!! I got proof you know! Got this pimple in the center of my face= =" can't go away or like anything. just there. makes me look like some guan yin wanna be.

tomorrow got fort factory hope its gonna be fun. Not like another past war thingy that is scary and gifs me and ariel creeps. irritating. my seniors say its not bad quite fun so yar..CROSS FINGERS!

From now i think i should be more cooperative, understanding, do what i'm told and not the opposite(i don't even know why i do that myself..maybe curiosity?? hope so) I'll also do my best and change myself. I did that today(: I listened to their ideas and excepted it and i thought it was good. Heng i could reason it out in my mind. I think i'm getting more matured. NEH! i don't wanna!! waitwait!! i do wanna but in character-wise but i still wanna be childish, spend money and play brownies and pixies(:

I said...

F word-5 times this week. (i try to cut down by saying eff word instead but its equally bad><)

Is balls a bad word?? oh my fish! i think so!!
Balls-2 times

Ji??
twice.

thats all i can remember now :/ but i think i sed more..NOOO!!! anyway I'll pray.

Dear God,

I pray that you'll forgive me for whatever i've done wrong especially the curse words and that I almost joked about you and stuff :/ Thank you for the fact that the geog test i got 9!! I didn't fail:D
In jesus name,
Amen.

2009-01-21T06:02:00.000-08:00

oh my fish!!! i screwed my messenger again! first my hand itchy go download the stupid new one. then i tried changing it back took me like forever and in the end it didn't work. I NEED THE OTHER ONE BACK!!!
GRRRRRR!!!
i can't stand this one!!! its so fake. and i can't use my messenger plus live anymore!! SOB SOB CRY><"

ok..i sound super pathetic but have to face it. thats my life in a nut shell.

PATHETIC.

2009-01-19T03:09:00.000-08:00

OMG!!! I am the D.U.M.B.E.S.T person in the whole wide world again :X
i forgot to tell my twinny about my blog. so now she's like shouting at me and stuff from msn. Listening to lovebug now. Overwhelmed by the song which i have no idea why but it made me think of god! Because he is the awesomest "big brother" i have and will ever get to have:D

After being in denise's cell. I feel much more closer to god. So i'm very happy i finally am able to keep the promise i made to him. The thing is i can't say jesus as easily as i say god. So weird isn't it. Wish i knew why too.

Must JIAN FEI!! I must remind myself to not eat 4 hrs before bedtime.

2009-01-06T01:20:00.001-08:00

today wasn't much fun at all so i've got nothing to post. i miss having gastric. never eat then lost alot of weight. sigh..

2009-01-05T02:55:00.000-08:00

tomorrow we're gonna start studying. quite bored now..so gonna show you my random say with ying rong(:

this is ying rong btw.

Now..she's attempting to do the xiao niang re walk:D

me! being the awesome me.

first we started just pressing them one by one.

then got alot so we started squeezing...

harder and harder...:D

ain't my camera rockin?!! we took this in the dark.

retarded me!

2009-01-02T23:25:00.000-08:00

WOOTS! First day of school went like this:

GOOD PARTS OF 02.01.2009
-Saw my friends
-Didn't study(:
-Crap the whole day
-45 minutes of recess
-Walked around the hospital
-Ate bread
-Kellock's western stall moved here(:
-Went home with Sonia
-Watched Xiao Niang Re

BAD PARTS OF 02.01.2009
-Had to spent like almost the whole time in school looking at the stupid handbook
-Had to own up to the fact that Mrs Lee confiscated my phone(i was the only one)
-Mrs Francis still our Geog teacher
-We have to stayback for extra lessons 2 days a week.
-Our class rush through the voting of the CMC so it sucked.
-CHAN PUI CHAN is my math teacher again. (So screwed.)

OKOK! I'll show you the most awesomest part now:D!!!

LOL. Unglam much!! But whatever! We had fun and i give nuts to reputation whatsoever(:

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I feel so weird. Both also same face. =_="

Me and Sonia's shoes. [we never wash for like 2 years ready(:]

haha. Sonia said she understand chinese so i tried telling her that the two of them wearing black look like terrorist. then! she thought i ask her to take photo(=_=")

LOL. this is the slide that issac only dare to play on. the longer ones he too scared. I tried sliding down it. Didn't exactly work...

thats about it. (:

2008-12-28T03:46:00.000-08:00

OK. since its the end of the year, i decided to post. Here's how my year went:

1.Had Fun
2.Broke a Labtop
3.Broke many other stuff
4.Survived a year with my DAD
5.and baby sister
6.Threw my sister's handphone into the dump(:
7.Had a fag for a math teacher
8.Failed and Passed my subjects
9.BLABLABLABLABLALBLA{this is how i say something without you ppl understanding}
10.Got fat.
11.Embarrassed myself a few billion times
12.Cried for a cause so stupid i just wanna crush myself
13.Drank 6 cups of 7-up & beer.

Thats about it.