when was the last time i wrote here? omg it feels like a few chicken(chicken lives a very short life cuz of people like me who doesn't eat mutton, pork, duck, crap..beef only if its like claypot-ish) years ago...

anyway..so stressed lately!! really! this time seriously!! I got proof you know! Got this pimple in the center of my face= =" can't go away or like anything. just there. makes me look like some guan yin wanna be.

tomorrow got fort factory hope its gonna be fun. Not like another past war thingy that is scary and gifs me and ariel creeps. irritating. my seniors say its not bad quite fun so yar..CROSS FINGERS!


From now i think i should be more cooperative, understanding, do what i'm told and not the opposite(i don't even know why i do that myself..maybe curiosity?? hope so) I'll also do my best and change myself. I did that today(: I listened to their ideas and excepted it and i thought it was good. Heng i could reason it out in my mind. I think i'm getting more matured. NEH! i don't wanna!! waitwait!! i do wanna but in character-wise but i still wanna be childish, spend money and play brownies and pixies(:

I said...

F word-5 times this week. (i try to cut down by saying eff word instead but its equally bad><)

Is balls a bad word?? oh my fish! i think so!!
Balls-2 times

Ji??
twice.

thats all i can remember now :/ but i think i sed more..NOOO!!! anyway I'll pray.

Dear God,

I pray that you'll forgive me for whatever i've done wrong especially the curse words and that I almost joked about you and stuff :/ Thank you for the fact that the geog test i got 9!! I didn't fail:D
In jesus name,
Amen.
3:50 AM // Out of the darkness and into the sun


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when was the last time i wrote here? omg it feels like a few chicken(chicken lives a very short life cuz of people like me who doesn't eat mutton, pork, duck, crap..beef only if its like claypot-ish) years ago...

anyway..so stressed lately!! really! this time seriously!! I got proof you know! Got this pimple in the center of my face= =" can't go away or like anything. just there. makes me look like some guan yin wanna be.

tomorrow got fort factory hope its gonna be fun. Not like another past war thingy that is scary and gifs me and ariel creeps. irritating. my seniors say its not bad quite fun so yar..CROSS FINGERS!


From now i think i should be more cooperative, understanding, do what i'm told and not the opposite(i don't even know why i do that myself..maybe curiosity?? hope so) I'll also do my best and change myself. I did that today(: I listened to their ideas and excepted it and i thought it was good. Heng i could reason it out in my mind. I think i'm getting more matured. NEH! i don't wanna!! waitwait!! i do wanna but in character-wise but i still wanna be childish, spend money and play brownies and pixies(:

I said...

F word-5 times this week. (i try to cut down by saying eff word instead but its equally bad><)

Is balls a bad word?? oh my fish! i think so!!
Balls-2 times

Ji??
twice.

thats all i can remember now :/ but i think i sed more..NOOO!!! anyway I'll pray.

Dear God,

I pray that you'll forgive me for whatever i've done wrong especially the curse words and that I almost joked about you and stuff :/ Thank you for the fact that the geog test i got 9!! I didn't fail:D
In jesus name,
Amen.
3:50 AM // Out of the darkness and into the sun

{ I'll do what it takes till I touch the sky }

B E A T R I C E .

I summarised yesterday with the word: Queer
Birth date: 18101995 ,

{ WISHES }

1. Pay only a dollar to travel in a rocketship.
2. Save $250 for retail therapy.
3. Convince my mom I can do well for chinese.< br /> 4. Buy a Macintosh Book
5. Miraculously become 43kg.